Need to share some thoughts

[NakedAndFamous]

well, yeah i do fear opening up. Everbody does.. but its not like i dont understand the topic of vulnerability to a certain degree. i do share personal issues that bother me with friends and family.
My problem is that after the excitement and novelty of the first dates passes, i dont really enjoy hanging out with these girls anymore. So i avoided them because i was rather meeting up with friends.
And its not like these girls were crazy or emotionally damaged..
and that just makes me think, i mean i am still young and things can change really fast. But how am i supposed to settle with a women when i cant even hold up my interest over a couple of months?