When I care too much (when I'm needy?)

[Leo]

And of course when you idealize and care so much for ONE woman you have a lot of anxiety, how can you "lose" such a wonderful girl? Geez, it's incredible how my brain can tricks me sometimes. It takes time to actually know a girl, see her flaws and real character. I have to meet her and see what she has to offer, instead of assuming she's wonderful JUST because she's hot. There's another componet to all this, I think I really like the sensation of infatuation, it feels soooooo good that I provoke it myself, it seems I'm addicted to that feeling, I make it happen (fantasizing) instead of waiting to happen (seeing her real character). What a way to shoot myself in the foot.
Thanks for the help guys!