Jack Sparrow's Day Game Journal

[Jack Sparrow]

I met up with HB Ballerina today. She's less than half my age lol. I really don't know what to do with her. She thought it was funny when I texted her "sexy ballerina".

I know I still don't project enough sexuality. She probably still thinks of me as a friend.

Since she cannot drink, we just had dinner. Unfortunately she ended up sitting across me at the dinner table. There wasn't much physical touching. She's a cool girl though. These days I don't really care too much about "rapid physical escalation". I want to spend more effort connecting with girls. If the relationship becomes physical, then great. If it doesn't, but the girl is super cool, then I'll let it be. Chances are I'll still make a move on her whether she expect it or not.

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As I read my earlier post, I realize I am being a hypocrite. Earlier I said I am not interested in making female friends, but just now I said I am cool with just making connection with girls without physical intimacy. Haha, the truth comes out - I am still not that good with moving girls along a sexual path. Of course I want to have sex with the girl ASAP. Sometimes that path is obvious, but when it's not I start rationalizing that I am cool with just being friend.

I am such a hypocrite. At least I admit it. WTF, I brought a condom to the date, and I am ok with just having a good conversation.....