Juggernaut's journal/FRs

[juggernaut92]

@pineapple: lol yes again that is why I don't like the traditional Mystery routines and whatnot. I need to work on just talking and changing topics.
@mace: dont worry about me giving up man. I know some guy in Toronto who is pulling girls in broad daylight and it took him a year and a half to get his first lay. But yes I will try to do something different
@jon: same thing with what I said to pineapple
@playmaker: Maybe my braces pose a bit of a problem lol and you gotta check your private messages more often lol. I PMed you a long time ago. These points are great man. I have a book on body language so I gotta get into it soon and I am already on a diet/pretty slim so that is taken care of lol.

Well I feel a bit bad that everyone is giving advice and I have not really revealed the real reason doing that I am doing poorly. The thing that always prevents me from continuing the conversation with the girl is that I have no idea why the girl would give a shit about what I have to say. Like I want to say something but then my mind pops the question of "Why would she care about what you have to say?". I think about that and then I just quit right there. I had pretty low self-esteem in the past and it is getting better but yeah that is a question that prevents me doing the best that I can. Or maybe I am trying too hard to say something so the girl automatically likes me. Advice on this would be greatly appreciated.